If your wantin my love,
Then you better be jokin,
I'm not sacrificin myself,
Without the same from you.
Love isn't one sided,
Loves not just a word,
You give and you get,
And all your doin' is takin'.
Your draining me,
Physically and mentally,
Patience dwindling,
You make no attempt.
Appears you could care less,
So why should I try?
I'll just end up getting hurt,
With nothing in return.
Your sick and tired of bein alone,
Becoming confused and so abused,
Tired of guys that just want to bone,
The ones that leave you feeling used.
So you reach out an unsteady hand to me,
Offering your love and handing your heart,
Trusting me with it without guarantee,
Hoping that I won't follow suit and rip it apart.
Well your love is safe here,
And your heart is safe with me,
While our future is surely unclear,
I think we are truely meant to be.
The sting and burn,
Now alive in my heart,
Is a welcome change,
From the terrible numb.
Used to be unmoved,
Completely emotionless,
Never could be swayed,
Drifted and wayed.
Had no commitment,
A heart of black,
Didn't know how to love,
And was never loved back.
Now I have found you,
And I've settled down,
And now I can feel,
The emotions in me.
Finally at peace,
No more aggression,
Instead I have affection,
I feel my love for you.
Complete anastesia,
No feeling in my heart,
For over 4 years,
This is the start.
Who knows how you did it,
Who knows why it worked,
But for whatever reason,
I fell in love with you.
I fel
Unhappy with his life,
And the way that things were going,
Pissed off at the world,
And all of the strife.
Parents sent him to Florida,
To keep him out of trouble,
All his friends were "bad influences,"
And his parents sent him off on the double.
Arrived at the school for discipline,
A military school supposed to help him out,
Sent there to make him quit his drug commerce,
But all it did was make the boy worse.
Too unstable for that place,
They packed his bags and sent him home,
Only to get there and turn around,
To find his family selling their place.
They all moved to Florida,
To start over new,
Instead they made the news,
Sorry I don't have many submissions yet, but I should have more up mid week next week. I just finished summer school, so Ill have more time for photography and poetry, and I am going to Chicago this weekend which should give me some more pictures to post. I also hope to get some good long exposure shots on the 4th.